I hate you trauma, you brought me so much pain
I love you trauma, you made me who I am

Suffering so intense, I want to curse and bleed
A light shines through it and my spirit is freed

The guilt and blame of a foolish choice
My course shall be set by my inner voice

Feeling uncomfortable and ashamed
Forgotten parts of me shall be reclaimed

Shall I delve into addiction again
Or find in myself the conviction to change

Overwhelme ...