I hate you trauma, you brought me so much pain
I love you trauma, you made me who I am
Suffering so intense, I want to curse and bleed
A light shines through it and my spirit is freed
The guilt and blame of a foolish choice
My course shall be set by my inner voice
Feeling uncomfortable and ashamed
Forgotten parts of me shall be reclaimed
Shall I delve into addiction again
Or find in myself the conviction to change
Overwhelme
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